I feel like I got hit by a school bus, regina george I feel you.

this is not your usual sore throat, I am convinced I have strep throat. And strep throat is some serious pain, my neck lymph nodes are swollen, my jaws lock easily, on and off high fever throughout the day, swallowing is a pain! Altogether I just feel so weak, I am dehydrated and starving. All I’ve eaten today is a banana. Oh and to top all that I think my wisdom tooth is coming out which is extremely painful but I still have to check out with a dentist about that. Went to see a doctor today to get some prescription and a part of me wanted to be confined at a hospital, LOL idk why. I’m pretty sure I dropped some weight already too, all I’ve been eating since friday is like 20 percent of what I usually eat. I’m gonna be so skinny, way to go. 

I’m just always hopeful with the humanity, I believe and I know that there’s kindness deep down everyone’s heart. You just need something that will trigger this kindness to do good to other people. What triggers kindness? Kindness triggers kindness because doing good is contagious. Also, don’t forget Good Karma is good. If we all do good things to each other, imagine how much of a better place this world could be. Just be nicer and kinder everyday. I honestly feel the need to be a better person whenever someone did something good to me. Thank you is not just enough, in return we should be able to do good to other people as well. That’s why every time there’s an opportunity I always try to help out not just friends and family but also people I don’t know. 

Most of the time I wonder what did I do to deserve other people’s kindness. Just like what happened to me this morning at warden station, I only have 2 dollars and 70 cents that’s all I have and my debit and visa card. I bought a jamaican patty which is a dollar and 50 cents then I also wanted tea cos I know I’d be so thirsty since I have sore throat. I asked the lady how much is green tea and she said a dollar and 50 cents, but I only have  a dollar and 20 cents left so when she asked me if I want one I said “no, I don’t have money,” then walk out of the store. I really wanted tea so I decided you know what I’ll just use my debit and when I came in there’s this lady, I think she overheard the conversation before I left and she asked me if I want coffee and she offered to buy it for me. I told her it’s okay I’ll just use my debit card, but she still insisted to pay for me. Then I said next I’m only 30 cents short, you can just give me 30 cents but she still took out a five dollar bill and told the worker to give me tea. At that moment my heart was softened with the lady’s kindness, I didn’t ask her to buy me anything but she did. I just felt so blessed and I dont know what I did to deserve this. 

Good Karma is good. Doing good is Contagious!

I can’t even think of anything to compare my laziness, or I’m just lazy to think. idk

canadadouche:

“Who needs a girlfriend when you have a Canada Goose jacket?”